uninvited, why are you here? is it too cold to wait outside?
is there something I should listen for?
your cue came hours ago
when talking, all the boys start laughing
and we're lying underneath all their bullshit
wish I could lie down in the corner
thinking//feeling nothing, babbling through a gray thought
fading in, a light rips through the nighttime
understood like a sharp knife
no need to explain, it wasn't funny the first time
see through hot summer haze, wait for numb apathy
forget my goodbyes and apologies
ALRIGHT